Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Four more days till deadline

So far in my hethic work. I'm still surviving by drink leong cha three times a day just to keep me going. Luckily they help me to keep me cool and not burn myself. hehehe...


Last week, i realise about something. I realise that our expectation is always growing and never not expecting. We will expect them to be better and better. But we never realise that they have already meet your previous expectation. If they even meet we fail to see it.

illustration:

I was doing client A's account. Is so messy and all the information is everywhere.. i complain that she didnt keep a good record of her business. Not even a summary of sales is prepared for us. We have to extract from a box of receipts and invoices. I took 2 donkey days to extract them and put it into nicely Profit & Loss Account.

After doing Client A's account, i move to Client B. Client B has all the summary done for us. All the purchases summary by month and expenses and salary. It was well organised business person. Then i realise that client B didnt do a proper job on the Salary schedule. She done a salary summary by employee's and epf & socso for employee but no employer's portion. This mean i have to calculate it out on my own which will waste a little of my time. I accuse her for not doing a proper job in the salary summary.

My boss say we all always expect a lot. Client got no summary we complain. Client do summary also we complain. We were laughing there.. So that's why our expectation new comes down but always goes up. Sometimes we take for granted on people's effort. We should at least appreciate their hard work and try not to accuse them. Let the person know that he/she method of doing is good but still needs improvement. That way, we all can work together and move forward to better future.

So let us, think of the other person before we say something. I'm very sure we all doesn't want to say something which we will regret later. Am i right? Is still not too late to change. Change is inevitable. Lets make that change.



Today bibi make me a lovely toast sandwhich. yum yum.. thank u bibi.. it was really tasty..
Muax.. love u alot bibi.. thank u for the breakfast where u put all your hardwork in preparing it.

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Barely Breathing

I'm so so busy.. and some ppl just drive me wild. I feel like biting him sometimes because he ask me nonsense question and he really lack of computer knowledge. He should at least take some or more innitiative to learn to use MS Excel when there is nothing to do. Use it more often and learn from mistakes. Well there is no easy way out. Even the software engineer has to crack his head to develope this software for our conveniene. Sometimes i really wonder why he bother to do it manually. As in, Write down in a grid paper and calculate them with calculator while u can do it in spread sheets. Arghhh... he is driving me crazy.

Anyway, i shall not be irritatate with him *medditateeee* *medddddiiiitaatttee* fuuuu... *Breathing in and out*

I think for a person like him is difficult to learn to use computer since he didnt have the chance to do it. All this past years of working. I think he doesn't use computer in his work. So when someone is lack of this he may or not know how to use it. That's why.... Can't blame him. He is just a china man who born in malaysia and can only speak mandarin, Hakka and hokkien. BM.. pemahaman is poor. English is to poor. Well.. his bad and his lack. Only i can do is teach him while i can.


So so busy till i barely breathing. So much work.. i think the work load is getting lesser and lesser.. phew.. i done most of the big big case. Weee... *clap clap clap* *peace*

hehehe... terror le.. do almost 2/3 of all my office work. That's why i barely breathing.. So busy till hardly talk to bibi on the phone. I'll try my best to spend a little more time talking to her while i'm busy. At least 15 mins everyday. This way, i keep contact with my bibi.. and update each other.. Is also the best way to lower down my stress level. (Bibi.. i love u alot alot.. muaxxxx..) I like to hear her voice, she give me peace when times of trouble.

Bibi... i want u to know that no matter how busy i will be. U still the queen of my heart. I wan to remind u, i do really love u a lot a lot. Talking to u is so precious cause u make me safe within my heart. U ease my suffering inside me. Muax.. Love u.

Monday, June 18, 2007

Crazy




Today.. no no i think is the whole of today i stare my pair of eye and pair of lenses towards the computer just to finish all the transaction. While i was happily keying in those transaction.
My colleagues who is computer idiot ops.. pardon me.. who is computer ill literate kept asking me about how to use the excel. I show him many times.. i think is countless.. Anyway, wat can i say for a guy who haven't been using computer in working environment. I can feel he is being pressure by me and my boss to use the comp. tsk tk tsk..
anyway, while i doing my data entry. A tonnes of this happen to me. i just cant have my peaceful time keying in. Colleague asking me why his account doesnt tally with the book and in worksheet. Neighboring shop office drilling, the noise drive my boss crazy and soon i'm affected too. My boss's father looking up and down for a box of client's document, he was walking every where and i cant concentrate cause of his presence. He will come to my table looking for his document. Phone kept ringing. Boss kept asking me why like this why like dat. Then my boss was faxing till the fax machine when kuku. I myself when kuku because so many things happen all at once. I was laughing to myself when i told bi wat's happening with me.
Gosh.. wat a day! now i'm still in office working but i'm better position. I'm not laughing at myself anymore. dun worry i'm still sober.


Source: http://www.lightplanet.com/mormons/dating/holding_hands.jpg

Yesterday, I work half day and i spent the rest of my day with bibi. We went for steamboat lunch at Johnny's Restaurant in Cheras Selatan Jusco. One thing about this steamboat restaurant it is halal. The source is very good though is a little bit spicy but i can tell u i good. Dun believe me? go and try.. The veges and meat is like normal.

Bibi and me went for a short walk after lunch. There is something about my bibi. She so fun to be with. Always tease me and make me laugh. She just know how make my day brigther. I enjoy being with her. Is like estasy. Just can't get enough of her. Sometimes i hope to see her more. hehe.. i think this is wat we call love. Love u alot bibi... muax.. hug hug

Saturday, June 16, 2007

MAD

Are u mad? u r mad? everyone mad?

I think i'm going mad...

I'm so so contended with my work because of this stupid filling.. DARN!!

i got not much time left.. sniff i wish i got more time.. somehow i wish one day consist of 28 hours. Then i should be able to finish my work.

Poor me... ok la.. catch-up with me later..

wan to go oi oi..
ZZZZzzzz

Tribute to Loius Armstron

WHAT A WONDERFUL WORLD
Louis Armstrong
(George Weiss / Bob Thiele)

I see trees of green, red roses too
I see them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world

I see skies of blue and clouds of white
The bright blessed day, the dark sacred night
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world

The colours of the rainbow, so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people going by
I see friends shakin' hands, sayin' "How do you do?"
They're really saying "I love you"

I hear babies cryin', I watch them grow
They'll learn much more than I'll ever know
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world
Yes, I think to myself, what a wonderful world

Oh yeah

Sources: http//www.mathematik.uni-ulm.de/paul/lyrics/louisa~1/whataw~1.html


P/S: Keith!! Playing this is ur head again.. hehehe

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Positive thinking

Been very busy lately with work till i have no time to chat with anyone especially bi. Was so busy.. can u imagine that i stare my two eye balls and a pair of lence toward computer whole day. Staring at it from 9.30 am to 9pm at night.. even lunch and dinner break was only 15 mins.

Who to blame? nobody to blame. I have possitive thoughts about working so hethic like this. It all comes down to commitment in job and attitude towards it. I believe working towards a common goal or goal congruent (canggih name) among the staff good. At least, staff like me will know wat my boss want and we work together to reach the ultimate goal which is get the job done and make my boss profit and tax her profit by asking more salary (hehe). This eventually make everyone happy. To do all this goal congruent thing is not easy, u know y?

Ok.. not everyone has the same mind set. So is very difficult event u communicate ur goal to someone he or she knows wat u wan but the method maybe not the same. So constant communication about ur objective and goal is important. Oh dun nag about ur objective, is every irritating. So explain once that it. Maybe u can elaborate once in a while. Express ur concern if u have to ur boss or to ur staff. They will understand and work towards it. Sometimes bosses and staff have to be flexible. More over, if u r the staff and u wan to have goal congruent with boss, u need to have a very possitive thinking. Contribute wat you can and try not to hope much. I like getting jobs done and it brings me satisfaction. I dunno about u guy. Share with me.


Wonder why i talk about this topic. Well, i was on the way to work this morning. I tot my work was really bad as in i have to work OT everyday till this month end. Then my conscious mind say "why do i have to think is bad?" and in my head started the discussion. All the good thing and bad things came in and conclusion is, my job is not that bad (but everyone thinks is very bad, i maybe wrong. sniff). I learn a lot from here.. and i think is time for me to move on to another company. Is nice doing wat i always do. i have to change so that i can grow.

so guys... i will be very busy till this month end. By july i will be free like bird. hehe..

P/S: Happy belated Lim Sze Gee!! wish u all the best..

P/S to my bibi: love u alot although i didnt get to talk to u like we used too.. wait to july ok.. i can talk to u the whole day. Muax.

Monday, June 11, 2007

Getting busier everyday

My tittle says it all. I'm getting busier by the day as income tax deadline drew closer. Work presure become more intense as i rushing to finish the client case and submit on time. It look impossible but is achievalable. i shall believe i can do it so as my colleague.

Weekdays i work till and weekend to i work Luckily i got OT to claim. hehehe,... My boss told us we might be going for holiday after this submission. so happy to hear that but i doubt it would be materialise.
Although i'm busy this month, i hope i still have time to spend with bibi.
Friday, bi and me went for Khar Ling's wedding dinner. Bi was abit nervous and exited to see my friends. She was nervous because she scared she sesat there, but i asure her that my friends are quite noisy.



Bi and me at Khar Ling's wedding dinner



The dinner was alright. I had bargain with bi for drinking beer and wine. It was funny though bargaining in front of my friends. In the end i didnt drink a lot but just one glass of beer and one wine.

On sunday, me and bi went to see the closing ceremony of Buddhist Cultural Art Festival in Mines exhibition centre. We didnt get to see the closing ceremony cause it will end very late. The funny thing was bi knows Hun Ting in BCAF and it was surprise that bi know him. hehehe.. wat a small world. Hun Ting work in TOS full time there as i only join them for partime. So that how i know Hun Ting. Now, Hun Ting know Bi.. this makes up wat a small world we live in. Is like everyone is connected in 6 degree. Cool eh?

At the exhibition i bath the new born Buddha, buy our late chief K. Sri Dhammananda book, went to see Buddha's relic and the making of larges Buddha's foot print in Malaysia. While baby catching up with her newly found friends and her long time friends. It was nice play to gather. I saw Oi Lum, Crystal, Jun Keat, Oi Ying, Jin Hwa, Yvonne Tan, Shaun, Shen Yang, Daniel, Venice and SJBA volunteers.

I have some photo with me. I'll upload when i can. Wait for my picture ya..

Warmest regard!!

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Genting trip

It was a very fun and tiring day.. Had a lotsa fun

Being with my baby for the first time at genting highland does make a lotsa different especially we go for rides together. It brings me new memory of genting by making it sweet and more memorable. It was also bibi's first time with her bf (me) to come all the way this far. For short, i'm her first bf to go so far with her. Weee...

Overall it was fun, tiring, crazy...

Snapshots:

i) Solero Shot

- Our first ride together and we sad different sit because we wasnt quick enough to get a sit together. The feeling was real fun.. hehehe... I enjoy it so my baby too

ii) Pontianak House (Haunted house)

- Baby was so scared by the "ghost" while i want to scare the "ghost" back but baby pull me back.

iii) Cork Screw

- Sitting beside bibi and it was real fun.. Waiting for the ride is boring

That all the excitment...

It was tiring and worth the fun.

Monday, June 04, 2007

Monday blue

So tired.. yet have to work to earn money. I wish i could grow money tree behind my house. so whenever i need money i just pluck them. hehehe..

*slap* wake up.. this wont happen so get up and start moving.

Bibi called just now. She got bad news about the hardwork we put in for the postal format. Wat an idiot this Pos Malaysia!! should have tell us to compile by state instead of postal code right!

stupid.. now we have to re count and compile them. Wasting so much time. Yet bibi so busy and have to do this work later in night and tomolo we are going to genting as early as 6 am.

Blame all on the Pos Malaysia. Wat a sloppy ppl they are. so angry..

Feeling: Angry, blur and sleepy
Stress level: High
Health: deteriorating
Love: not so plenty (will be plenty tomolo morning)
Work: tedious task
Overall: i dun want to work but help bibi

Sunday, June 03, 2007

Happy and Angry and pinches

Sunday, i rest the whole day and help mum to kopek coconut and parut them.

then went to lake to get some weet for gardening

then take my bath and go temple to get bibi and her thai friends.

Was happy cause i'm able to see bibi. i miss her so much yesterday.

Was angry at someone's remark which make me so piss off. Bloody hell!!!!

Felt pinches.. i mean a mosqitor size pinches i felt when baby was talking about this thai guy who is rich.

Overall, wat a day. i'm tired and sleepy.. ZZZZZzzzzzZZZZzz

Saturday, June 02, 2007

Missing her

Missing my baby so much. Whole day i didnt get to talk to her nor much sms received from her. She must be very busy with her camp. I think she is having a lot of fun in camp.

Anyhow i still miss her dearly. OMG i'm attached to her. So i wonder is it good or bad? i think is good cause this show i like her a lot and i like her present in my life.

Miss you baby.. miss u
muax.